“I had pasta tonight” really means that the person posting the TikTok is suffering from depression, anxiety, or experiencing suicidal thoughts.
On a platform where pranks and challenges go viral, the new code is a stark contrast from the usual lighthearted content. While teens feel uncomfortable talking openly about their mental health, the code allows them to find support on the platform.
The New Set of Codes
Along with “I had pasta tonight,” TikTok users are also using “I finished my shampoo and conditioner at the same time.”
Yahoo reports that the phrases’ meaning comes from an online post titled “Don’t kill yourself today.” Originally posted on Wattpad, a storytelling platform commonly used by teens, the post details different reasons for the reader to not commit suicide.
One line reads, “So don’t kill yourself until you finish your shampoo and conditioner at the same time.”
Another line reads, “Don’t kill yourself until you tell someone your best pasta recipe.”
Those who are aware of the lines’ true meaning flood a TikTok user’s comments with positivity and check to see if they’re okay.
@kaityjane2 ♬ original sound – reforgets
One TikTok user (@kaityjaine2) made a video and wrote, “Told my mom about my favorite pasta recipe and she made it for dinner tonight.” Her video has gotten over 61,000 comments, giving her reassurance and applauding fellow commenters for their positivity.
“You’re so loved. Your mom made that because you said it’s your favorite. Imagine how heartbroken she would be,” said one commenter.
In a follow-up TikTok, @kaityjane2 addressed all the unexpected attention her video received. She explained the she usually posted about her depression and anxitey, but had never had that kind of response. She clarified that she wasn’t joking, and that she’s keeping the video up so that everyone can access the positivity.
In her caption, she wrote, “The comment section is so beautiful. You guys are so amazing. Thank you so so much.”
@kaityjane2 Reply to @yourmomsthicknips the comment section is so beautiful you guys are so amazing thank you so so SO much 🤍
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I Had Pasta Tonight TikTok — SOURCES